Chapter 5 ; Week before Exam -Part 2

Promises aren't meant to be broken

Hello bloggers, today shall be my last post! Yes ;) and finally, I've completed all my assignments. YEAY! After long hours of lack of sleep, i can finally spend a night off tomorrow. hopefully. OMG! That means the Midterm is nearing, no! Its just around the corner, LITERALLY :s I am so dead, i am not ready at all! Die i say, i'll die. I really need to work my ass off. Okay, thats it. No going out at all this weekend. No PITBULL too :( But i want toooooo. NO! I'm not going, i made a promise to myself that if i wanted to go to pitbull i would study extra hard during this weekdays. But noo, what did i do? Got back from college and go straight back to bed. God, i have to agree with Kevin this time, what a pig i am :S. I f i keep this up, i'm going to gain weight and become more lazier. AMEERA! do you want to be stupid? no ! ARE you stupid? NO! SO stop acting like one ! Okay, okay, snapping out off it :) Okay, study, study! Ameera study mode on. OMG! again, look at the time, its 4 am in the morning! what am i doing up! grrr, oh wait -_-" Oh yeah,to complete this blog. Wow! I'm hungry. I didn't have dinner last night :( But yesterday's date was a blast. LOL! I swear HAPPY is an ass weyh! Hahah, and so we were at the counter paying for the tickets. but then the lady working there didn't even asked us where we wanted to seat. Instead she asked for the money. I thought we can't choose our sits you know, but then HAPPY asked the lady "Kak, duduk kat atas carpet ke?"I was laughing so hard,  cause rite after he said that, the list num for the seats came out. hahaha, its not really funny if i tell it. But it was, when it happened. What else, Oh yeah! went to A.C. today. darn, Jeffrey beat me in air hockey. must have rematch. No one have ever beaten me in that game. NO ONE! Grr, hmm. I feel guilty la. in a way, to tell you the truth. i feel its as if its a rebound. It shouldn't be that way. I even said i love you to the someone without meaning it at all. I know HAPPY is really sincere to me. When i'm with him, i'm always happy ? HAPPY makes me happy :p Lol, but thats the thing, i'm with him because i'm trying to kick my ex out from my box. I can't help but to get scared. I'm really afraid of loosing someone. I can handle another heartache anymore. Its too much for me to handle. hmm, but then with HAPPY. He's so far away. He lives in Gombak there. Far rite! :( But thennnn, he's going to Taylor this July :) he's taking culinary thing. hehe, so cute. Haha, OMG, how can i be talking about boys when im supposed to be worrying about exams. I need to be getting ready for college rite now. Maybe, who know's i'll blog again soon. Who knows. Darn, now i'm getting to attach to the blog.  SHihh. Okay thats all for today. My last blog. Thanks for reading youáll. Good luck for the Midterm exam. Toodles ;) xoxox

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Chapter 5 ; Week before Exam -Part 1

 The Empty Spaces between My fingers

Hello Bloggers! OH MY GOD! Next week is our exam's! Im so so so dead. I should be studying right now but I'm not. My assignments are not completed yet! (when i say assignments, i meant the blog). i passed up the mass communication assignments last monday. I  swear to god, i had  to learn the lesson the hard way i say. I always choose to do that. I completed the mass com assignments 8.30am in the morning when its actually due at the same day, at 10am. I swear to god, i never ever ever gonna do my assignments at the very last minute. Its very stressful :S I think you can actually get an a heart attack or a high blood temperature caused by last minutes assignments. College Study Skills (CSS) assignments was a success, i think of all the papers, i worked harder on the CSS paper. Let's just cross our fingers and that i'll pass with flying colours. What else? It assignment is due tomorrow. I'm not panicking about that cause I've completed my assignments during the mid break already :) and printed it too. I did okay on my It assignment i think. Lets just hope for the best i guess. CCPD blog assignments, god. I swear, i'm really a noob when it comes  to all this shit weyh. This colour background and all. I'm sorry Mr. Winston :( Its not that i don't like this subject, i really really do. But i failed in blogging. Never been to good on expressing myself by writing. I prefer talking instead. That's why i pick PR  as my future career job.

Exam format's, I'm really scared. I really don't know what kind of question are they gonna come out. Yes, the lecturer did tell us what's coming out, but i need an example of question. Not from the exact papers, just like a practice test or something, at least we'll get the clear idea rite ? It so hard. I'm really scared. I really need to do well in this exam. I need to prove to all my family members that i can do it. Despite of the number of a's i get for my SPM results. Its 3 am in the morning and I'm still up. HAPPY (the person i like ;)) just called just now, he's been really busy lately. I'm going with him tomorrow to watch iron man 2. I KNOW! I'm so out dated rite. Let me be lah -_-"maybe going to One Utama after class tomorrow :) Oh yeah, i was supposed to follow him to Johor this weekend but since i got my mid term next week, so i had to pass. Lets just hope he won't go missing again. Damn biscuit la that guy! Eh, i should be getting some rest now. I'll blog again later tomorrow aite? its not really a choice rite -__-" more like a must ;P lol. Toodles :)

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Chapter 4 ; Sports and Musics -Part 2

Sometimes you don't get what you want, 

but you get what you need

Hello bloggers :) Let's talk about music :) Listening to it, but not creating it tho. I ahve not even a slight idea about making music. Put a side making noise yeah. Thta's not counted as music rite? Lol, anyways. Well, i'm going to usethis opportunity to promote my friends band. All of them are really talented. Hello Planet Earth and Ija. They go to my school. And I don't know what else to say. really. I told her that I'm gonna write about her on  my blog. Then she got so excited. That girl lai say, she's one hell of one PERFECT girl. she can sing, she's beautiful, she's good in arts, she's smart and well behaved and so many more lah. Well anyways, she gave me this one piece of not a poem that she wrote. Its really beautiful. This is how it goes ;


would you love me when..


Would you love me when I'm old, my dear,
Say, when I turn sixty-nine?
When my hearing's become rather unclear,
And I've to shout to you all the time?

Would you love me when my sight's gone bad,
And I leave my glasses around?
When I don't look as good as I once had,
And I've gained some extra pounds?

Would you love me still when my smooth hands
have become rough and bony?
When I've lost my shape of an hourglass,
And have stretch marks on my tummy?

When all of my teeth have fallen off,
And I've wrinkles 'round my mouth,
Will I still be the one you love,
Though my breasts are heading south?

Would you love me when my bottom droops, 
And I've a pair of flabby wings?
When I start to smell like cabbage soup,
Would you try to change a thing?

When my black hair's turned silver and gray,
And my veins look like a map,
Would you mind if I push you away,
Just to take another nap?

'Cause I'd love you still, no matter how
You'll look like when you're old,
I'll love you then as I do now,
For I love your heart of gold.


~by pia zahari.

Its really beautiful rite? She wrote it herself. Did i tell you she can sing too. I'll put up the link on the page after this. Recently, her father just passed away. It was really hard for her to let go of her past, she used to be more cheerful and easy going. She have always known as Daddy's little girl. Moreover, the late father passed away in front of her gasping for air. He got a stroke. But god blessed her, she's gifted with all kind of gifts and talent.


The other band person i wanted to talk about is, Hello Planet Earth. Scott is the lead singer, Felix plays the lead guitar, Lai and Zarif on Bass and Guitar, and not to forget, Adam, on drums. They are very random and different from the other bands i say. But then i'll be byes as well cause their my friends. Their song, Do the twist was a HIT! really fun song i say. :)  Thats all for today. Toodles


Pia Zahari's song :)

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Chapter 4 ; Sports and Musics -Part 1

I Don't Love You No More

Hello Bloggers, I'm officially a handicap now ;P Lol, for momentary tho. I twisted my ankle last sunday. Never thought it would be this bad tho, I didn't go to class yesterday. My foot was REALLY swollen. Its as big as a size of a golf ball. Gosh! Later that day, mum brought me to the massager for some refloxolgy thing. Silly me, i was so excited for some so called relaxing massage rite. Fuc* that! The freaking lady tried to kill me. I cried so hard, but she didn't stop. My mum was laughing on the side -__-" At that very moment i felt like kicking the massager and hit my mum. But i din't, weyhhh. Its worst then the back pain i've had before. later after that, mum brought me to the clinic, got an injection and some wrapping thing on my foot. Haihh, it looks so obvious. Some more, today we were supposed to play basketball together. Lol, with my foot like that, you thought I'm gonna sit on the side and just watch some other people play. NAWHÁHH! Not me. It's been awhile since i last played basketball.  So no way, Im sitting on the side and not do anything. So yeah, i still played basketball today :) My mummy Renvin, and Horny Jia Leng was really taking good care of me. Lol, i made the first score in. WOW~! My adrenalin goes faster. I just love that feeling.

Some people loves Music, some loves shopping and some loves to read during their past times. Me? I love doing sports. I would have to say, compaired to those others thing put aside sleeping and eating, I'm actually really a good runner. Not to get all perasan or anything. But i do :) I don't run because i have to. But simply because I love and want too :) Running makes me happy. I know weird rite, i know. Thats the one thing i got it from my mama ;) My mum used to be a state runner. Im so proud of her :') To tell you the truth, i have always wanted to  be just like her but thats the thing. I expect to be good in something without working hard on it so, go figure la. 


I remember when i was still in school, i won a gold medal for the 200 meter, 4 meter, 4 x 100 meter, 4 x 200 meter, and 4 x 400 meter. I even beat the 100 meter champion ! :) It was my greatest achievement. I remember the feeling of undefeated running through my blood. No one thought that i could make it. They all looked down on me. Some of them even said, I'm not even a threat at all. It's funny i say the way i see it. No one believed in me more like my mum did. She was screaming from the bench. It was a humiliating but flattering at the same time.No mother would jump and scream like she did. Thanks mum. I think instead of naming it sports and music, it should be about mum. I would really have a lot to write about her. Yes, sometimes i do call her names and all ;P But I've realized, no matter what. The person who would accept me for who i am is you Mummy. I love you. YES! 500 WORDS ALREADY. Thats all for today ! Toodles :)

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Chapter 3 ; The Lake Side Campus -Part 2

I Keep Hoping That Things Would Change

Hello people, Lake Side Campus. Thats the tittle for our post this week. Over all, Lake Side sucks. I miss the LCS more :( Its not so hot there as it is here :( Plus the food, hmm. I miss those mamak food in LCS. Back then, everything was cheaper. I never spend so much on food like i do here. Darn, some more lately I've been eating like nobody's business. It must be the age i guess :S The classes? Its in better condition tho. All the facilities are all here. complete. MINUS the parking lot. Limited parking space, i swear. 

I've been feeling a bit down lately, i don't know why. My temper, weyh! I can't control it at all. I really need something to distract me from this tension. I'm getting lazier by day. I haven't even started my mass comm's assignments. Its due next week. God! I'm gonna die. I swear. We had a gathering and a birthday party for my little brother, Azrae and me . I din't really invited anyone. Just don't feel like it. I did invite Leon tho, but he couldn't make it. Eliza and Marissa was supposed to show up too, but they didn't -__-" So much for inviting my closed friends. but thank god Tina was there :) I fetched her at the airport this morning. Hahah, i drove so fast and dangerously. She was really scared! Lol, what to do! I'm a new P driver :) but hye, do i look like i care. She just came back from Arab. I swear that girl, is one hell of a strong girl. Her mum's have lost her mind, like literally. The father's at Arab, working overseas.  She's here, taking care of her mother. I pity her. For someone her age, she sure is one hell of a matured kid. God, i know its wrong, but i'm glad that i have a stable family. Yes, we do argue from time to time. But at least my mum still is insane to look after me and all. I love you mummy . Anyways, all my aunties and uncles was there. I got a lot of gifts :) I loikeee :D hahaha, it feels like i'm 7 years old, all over again :) hahaha, but the fact is, im already old... Now i'm eighteen, then nine teen, after that eighty ! and who knows whether i'll even be here! oh god! :'( i hate myself forgetting old :( Whatever la! Just now, i drove to Kota Damansara to meet up with Nik . Its been awhile since i last saw him ( actually i just met up with him last friday xP ) Hanged out for awhile. Isa and Mirul was there too. Haha,funny la those guys. I swear.  half the time, i don't even understand a thing that their saying. -_-" Haha, but i really can't stop laughing when they make this stupid jokes. Lol. Jokers lah they all. I don't really know whats the purpose of me blogging today. Just for the sake of it I guess ? Alritey then, thats it for today . Toodles :)

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Chapter 3 ; The Lake Side Campus -Part 1

We Can Still Have It All

Hello people :) Today was AWESOME! It was our first day at The Lake side campus. The classes are cool ? Lol, but traffic was madness tho. Damn jam i say. So yeah, overall the lake side was alrite. Most of the place are air conditions. The library is the best place to be there. Its awesome. Haha, whatever who cares about that. Oh yeah, theres a barn behind our building. So smelly . Lol, anyways. After class, Jia Leng asked me to accompany her to take some STUFF in Yee Mun's car. Then she kept on receiving calls from people, some more she kept on speaking in Chinese of which i don't understand a thing that she just said. And when i looked at her, she smiled like nobody's business. Then i tell myself, something is going on here. But I just don't know what. Curiosity was killing me, until I saw Kevin in the toilet suddenly. Out of no where~! He was in the toilet, he wasn't supposed to be in college at the first place -__-" That bugger didn't even go to class. Haha, anyways then we headed to deserts bar,and there it was :) All of my friends and a cake :) Not just a cake! a cheese cake :D Although the surprise wasn't a success, cause i kinda figured it out half way. Lol, but i just played a long ;p Sorry guys :) But seriously, i was so so so flattered. Never thought that someone would do that for me. It certainly was a great day :) We have loads of fun. Thank you so much guys :) I really really appreciate it. I love you all. This year certainly is a great year. It just started but i can feel that its gonna turn out to be a great year :)


Changes; I have to say that I've changed a lot from the person i was last year. I have learned so much in life, most of it I had to learn it the hard way. I got my heart broken for quite sometime ago. Recently, i just ended my relationship with ex-bf. He sure is different tho. There isn't a thing that i don't like him. For me to fall for someone and to actually be with someone is really hard. I don't really open up easily. He wasn't the typical kind of guys that a girl would actually fall for. Seriously, he's weird and damn cheap! -_-" He likes to give me lecture and constantly reminds me to learn how to take care of myself, yada, yada. Like mother la that guy. Lol, but lately since we both started college and all. We kinda grew apart. I've been with college and assignments. He got his test and all. He's taking SAM in Taylor's Hartamas. So yeah, i guess from there you get the clear picture rite. We love each other, a lot, and just enough for us to be able to not be together. Its too complicated to explain. :S but yeah, thats just how it is. Shockingly, i handled the break up easily. I wasn't crying that much anymore like i used too before. Because seriously, as hard as it is for me to handle this break up. He is handling much burden as i am too. Come on, all those tears.  whats that for. Yeah, it'll make you feel better or something, but its not gonna change anything now would it? So, why cry if you can make something good out of it. I've become so much matured then i was before. I learned to be true to myself, and ignore what people wanna say about me. Hye, My existent is not to satisfy your rite? Its called my life, not your life :) So one piece of advise for all of you all out there. The important thing is to stay true to yourself, and not let anyone else get in your way :) Thats all for today, Toodles! :)

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Chapter 2 ; What Am I doing For This Holiday -Part 2

What You See is Not What You Get

Hello Bloggers:) I'm finally eighteen . So old right ! Lol, but I had a good time turning eighteen tho. :) Three days celebration okay ! First thing first, college assignments? I haven't done a thing! Not even one ! When I say nothing, I meant Mass communication assignment. I'm planning to do it at the last minute. I don't really care about the plagiarism thing. I just need to refer to some of my college mates paper. I just need to find a slight idea how to start the Essay. NOO, I'm not planning to plagiarist theirs lah. Just wanna know how to start the essay. So, anyone ? ROFL! 

On Friday my family and I went to TGIF for dinner. I totally forgot about the part where the stuff's gonna make a fool of the birthday girl/boy. OMFG, That happened to me :S They made me stand on the chair ! For  god's sake! I'm already tall. Moreover, they made me hold a bottle of ketchup while i was standing on the freaking chair. Literally, everyone in the restaurant was singing the happy birthday song to me. I was so flattered and a humiliated at the same time :s Lol, they made me sing! OMG! This one lady even requested me to sing The Climb by Miley Cyrus ! Lol, but in the end, i sang 'Baby' by justin beiber. Hahah, i can't sing okay people. :P 

On the 24th, I fetched Kevin and John, we went for lunch at Delicious in Bangsar Village. It was a really random plan. Just the fact that im in Bangsar makes me happy. I just love Bangsar. Those cloth and shopss @_@. WAKE UP AMEERA! WAKE UP! Im so going to Bangsar after the mid term. Come Jia Leng ;P Lol, i know where you live :) I had a lot of fun at delicious. Thanks John and Kevin. Later that day, around 7 Leon came over. I wasn't ready yet, so he had to wait for me to get ready. Pity that guy, sometimes i treat him as if he's gay or something. But hyeee, i love him okay. He's the best guy friend i can ever ask for :) I love you Leno. Was supposed to fetch Marissa at 9 but she wasn't home yet. -__-" i hate it when people is not on time. Well, anyways. Leon and me went to TGIF in Hartamas for dinner :) Later after that, we went to Ampang  to fetch Marissa and her boyfriend, Frankie then headed to Changkat. We had to wait for the others. It took them 1 hour to reach there. Haih, Felix was supposed to come, but then he texted me telling me that he can't make it. I was upset but okay lah. Lol! Zarif, Scott, Aizat, Muhaimin, and Zafran was there. Thanks you guys for coming :) It was a little gathering, i was happy that i could spend my birthday with my close friends :) it was 12 something at that time, and i was a little bit tipsy from the JD. Then felix surprised me! Never thought that he would show up. Thanks. Nick and Isa was there too. Both of them were really random tho.


The next day, i woke up with a hang over. :S god, i had to bring my mum to the clinic for her pregnancy check up. Damn! Her tummy is getting bigger. Later that day, I went to Kemensah and fetch Keith. He bought me a Kelly Clarkson Tickets for my birthday ! HELL YEAHHH! Yes people! I went to the Kelly Clarkson concert! She is awesome! The best gift ever! Thanks Keith ! I <3 you dude! Okay, thats all for today. Toodles :)

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